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| Feels good to be on xanga again, however, I'll be working now and won't be able to really log on here. As little as i write on here the more i won't be able too.
but a little update, my mom just moved in with us with her boyfriend. her boyfriend, though, is leaving this weekend to move to san diego and try his luck there. My mom, on the other hand, is going to try to get a second job just because the one she has right now isn't paying enough to pay for her mortgage...but so far she's hanging on. as for me, well- i got a job as a retail merchandiser and well I'M LOVING it soooooooo far, probably because it's at an electronic store, hahahahahaha. my honey's still working at his work but is not happy with management over there, so he's also looking for another job.
right now, my priority is to get enough funds for the bday in july and trying to get everyone to know about it so that they can start planning for it now...no more excuses you guys...
anyways, i gotta get ready, got errands to do today...see ya guys later again... | | |
| Well this is my first entry coming from Vegas and wow...it's been great so far. we've managed to NOT get ourselves lost anymore and we've made a couple of friends along the way. we've been enjoying it here since day one and well, i can picture ourselves here for awhile.
Updates- well, the weekend that just passed was baby girl's baptism and it was a HUGE SUCCESS!!! I am so thankful that it went sooooooooo smoothly, thought it wouldn't but it did. now I'm starting to plan for her first bday in july and well...here comes the stress again..hehehehe...and hopefully more people are going to be able to make it.
this is my update for today...i'll see you guys tomorrow again...hopefully. | | |
| Wow! It's been too long since the last time I was here on xanga. Did I miss it...well an update for anyone who's reading this...WE'RE MOVING OUT OF STATE. Out of nowhere, an opportunity of a lifetime was given to us. A house for me and my family. This is our last month here in the bay, but we'll be back for sure. It's been hectic lately, especially now that we're in the middle of planning out a huge move like this. I've told relatives and surprisingly they're very supportive. The same goes for friends.
After getting the news out, it finally hit me. I'm overwhelmed and drained!!! It's already midnight and it's going to be a long day tomorrow...I'll try to get back on xanga then but for now---GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE!!!  | | |
| Today's another day. Here I am on the computer applying for sooooooo many companies. Hopefully I get at least one call from an employer. I've been missing the working world out there. Call me crazy, but I feel so isolated at home with two kids and a computer in my face. I miss the outdoors...aaagggghhhhh!!! Anyways, it's actually raining right now- guess that crosses out our regular tuesday movie night at the drive in. We were going to watch Shark Tale (because of Jarod) guess it can wait 'til next week. Been thinking about what to do for my bday, i haven't really celebrated it ever since i've been with pedro (7 years this 22nd of oct.) wow! has time passed- didn't even realize it. Anyways, been thinking of going to las vegas for that weekend. Pedro's down and my mom's down with babysitting hehehehe even if she doesn't know it yet.
By the way, we've been looking for an apartment that will fit us four. We need a two bedroom apartment now and today we're actually going to take a look at two in Sunnyvale. Hopefully it's everything they say it is on the ad- which usually never turns out. But I gotta stay positive and keep looking. I just hope that this will be the last time we move since the next time I'd like to move into a house already. Which brings me back to "I NEED A JOB" with good pay at least. But first I've got to get myself in the working world even if it pays minimum wage.
Oh, I gotta get back to searching....i'll come back to xanga later. bye bye for now. | | |
| Today's another typical Monday. Pedro's watching his weekly WWF show and here I am just finished checking my email and ready to call it a night. But before I do, I decided to write a little something in my journal.
As I got up this morning, I thought it would be a different day. I had work today, unfortunately, my boss was sick. It was my first day, and I couldn't come in. What can I do? It's things like these that you can not control. Instead of working, I took up another at home class (taught by myself). I made pizza from scratch for the first time today. It didn't turn out as well as I wanted, but it tasted like pizza  . Second class I took today was movie making (on the computer) and guess what?!? I'm learning. I'm slowly but surely getting the hang of this movie making thing. I hope I get the hang of it by the time paris turns one so that I can make a video of her to show at the party.
As I sit here in front of the computer thinking of what to type, I realize that time is catching up with me. I'm getting old and I feel like I'm running in place. For some reason, I can not keep up with time. I run and run and hope I catch up to where I want to be. While in High School, I had written goals that I wanted accomplished at a certain age. Suddenly, I look back now, and I haven't really been keeping track of it. Where has time gone? They say that time is the most precious thing in the world. I believe that. Once time has passed there is no way in getting it back. No money in the world can buy you back lost time. All I can do now is reasses my life and figure out how to make up for it(to myself). Don't get me wrong....I love my life and family, but for my self accomplishment....I need to work on it. | | |
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